Dispare
Like a dream,
You came into my life,
Removed the doubt and strife,
Purpose I found,
In service to You,
Pleasure now abounds,
The light in Your eyes,
As You watch my every movement,
The warmth of Your gaze sets my heart ablaze.
Discussions take place,
A second slave prehaps,
Your heart is light with anticpation.
Many come and many go,
The fault is mine You said,
From poly I now run,
Heartache and pain is all I feel,
To share You now is only woe,
Tears and hurt are mine now.
Your pleasure in others,
Bitter sweet respite,
This heart no longer knows flight,
To accept I strive,
Failure and dispare is my prize,
but accept or lose You is the key.
The world I love,
Tumbles to disrepair,
Stabilty blown away in the wind.
Sensations of helplessness abound,
Rivers of tears called dispare,
The cold chill of being forever alone.
Fighting to keep my Master,
Knowing I am losing,
Is death my fate?